So Much For My Happy Ending

I used to think you would always be there,
By my side until the end.
But now that you're gone, nothing seems to be fair,
While I wait for the day our relationship will mend.

When I looked into those sparkling eyes,
My whole world began to awaken.
Was it all too good to be true and a bunch of lies?
Or did you want to be forsaken?

I've been trying for months and have gotten nothing,
Wondering if you're ever going to meet me half way.
I've pleaded and pleaded, and still... nothing,
So I have to end this now and give it up for the day.

I reached out to you,
While I was dying inside.
It's something you wouldn't do,
You just took me for the ride.

I did enjoy the ride,
But all things come to an end.
I need to know what you decide,
Because I can't stop this trend.

I couldn't even help you,
It was like you didn't want me there.
The truth, you knew,
But all I had was your stare.

You hide your feelings by laughing,
Hoping I won't figure it out.
But I know deep down you're crying,
Because you're having some doubt.

But I can't go on like this,
You've led me on.
Why can't you face me and put a stop to this?
Just tell me if you want me gone.

How could you do this to me?
You were everything I ever wanted.
Now I can barely see,
Because my eyes are so blinded.

Why won't you just talk to me?
It's not like we're dead.
You're the only one who can set me free,
And take these thoughts away from my head.

I've fallen apart,
You want to be the one to win.
I don't have the key to your heart,
So how am I suppose to get in?

In front of you, I looked low,
And I knew you loved your pride.
But I just wanted to let you know,
That I would have never left your side.