I cant believe its true. Its real, and damn now
its actually happening ! The one that i liked, loved
and was obsessed w/ is now gone. He just disappeared
from my very own eyes. The night before, i talked
to him, laughed and cried w/ him. it was the USUAL.
i hung up. and that nite when i went to bed, i didn't
know it was the very last time i spoke to him. He
just suddenly stopped calling, stopped talking, just
disappeared, and is pretending I'm not even there.
i miss him. does he not see that i NEED HIM. That
i love him, and that he needs to be by my side
in order for me to be HAPPY. i guess it doesn't even
matter to him, if I'm happy or not. He wants me
to live in misery. I'm starting to think all this
is MY fault. but my friends tell me, its not. They
tell me its HIS, and that soon he will be running back to me!
but i don't believe this. Hes moved on, and i know hes not
coming back. Its my fault, i took to long. i took
very long , to express my love for him. and because of
that my turn out is...THIS !
