I can't have you back

It all started on 9th of may 2004.
i meet the most amazing person in my life... it was so nice to be with him
we got to know each other so well and everything was so wonderful... on the 12th of September 2005 we found out we were going to be parents, i was scared but you he hold my hand and said everything was gonna be OK... on the 2nd of march we had the most beautiful daughter anyone could have... she was beautiful... your eyes... my lips... so beautiful... but it all faded away... she wasn't strong enough... my precious little girl wasn't strong enough she passed away only 39 hours after she was born... i never had the chance to hold her while she was alive...she's a star now... up in the sky...and now i lost him as well... he couldn't take the pain in my eyes every time he looked at me...
R.J. i will always love you......
..... and you my little princess Beatrice....i just hope to hold you on day in my arms forever......................................................FOREVER..........................................................................