Am i gonna lose you??

I hate that saying "don't cry because its ended smile because its happened!"
its true but it aint that easy..
Especially when someone is walking away from you..
When you feel so much and you know they do too!
But still there is something missing!

I'm laying here feeling my heart is breaking once again..
i thought it was too good to be true!
thinking i would be in love with you.
when you leave me..
I'm really gonna miss you..
so much i know I'm going to cry as i say goodbye..

i don't want you just as a friend..
i knew this was gonna happen..
Ive told you i wont let you down..
who am i to tell you how I'm loving you right now..
please don't leave me and move away..

A year is a long time..
it'll feel like forever..
i don't want to lose you..
why wont you stay for me if no one else..
when you leave i know I'm gonna cry myself to sleep..

ill miss you as soon as you leave..
walk away from me..
with our hands slowly letting go!
i can see it now!
its already bringing tears to my eyes..
feeling my heart is crying!
i know I'm gonna miss you..
its hurting just thinking about it!
i know its gonna ease in time..
still i don't want this to end!

i know its being selfish but i...
I'm loving you thats why i don't want to let go!
please don't walk away
i know your gonna miss me..
for the simple fact i didn't see you for 3 days and you told me you missed me..
how are you gonna handle a year??

its not fair and that quote is true but it ain't as easy as that!
"don't cry because its ended smile because it happened!"
if only it was that easy...
so am i gonna lose you???