Im sorry i effing care
i told you id always be there
you tell me to leave to the f**k alone
fine
i will
but then dont come to me when you need help
i wont be there
you treat me like crap
like im nothing your the reason why i feel so invisable
i new i shouldnt have gotten myself into this again
i never shouldve excepted your apology
she was right being nice to you and loving you would only back fire on me
im useless to you
im so sorry i even tried
to care
obviosly your not really there
so i guess count me out
of your life
im just a ;ast resort to you
never anything else
im just so tired of this pain
tired of everything they do to me
how you break my heart
make me cry
so torn up inside
look past my eyes and see my scars
inside the ones that will never go away
i wish you wouldve never even talked to me again
i was so alive now so dead
im sorry i cared
i guess i cared to much
never shouldve made myself availible to you
i guess
i HATE you!!!!
