I know that I tell you how I feel about you a lot, but this time it is going to be different because it is my very last time. I am going to tell you how I feel then the ball is in your court.
I love you, and you are very important to me. You have given so much more than you may have realized. You have helped me through so much, I feel as though I have known you forever. I do not want to make you feel awkward, make you feel like I am putting you on the spot, or anything, because I am not. All I want is to know how you feel about me. As far as our friendship goes that will always remain no matter what happens between the two of us. I have known you long enough to know, you are what I want. I have been through my share of ridiculous relationships, and untrustworthy boys. I am done with all of the childish games. I am on my grown woman right now, I am done beating around the bush with my feelings just because I am afraid of your reaction. I am old enough to tell you how I feel, and I am mature enough to accept rejection as well as maintain our friendship. So it is all up to you now, you may know exactly what it is you want to say, or you may need some time to think about it.So you do you. And hit me back when you know what it is you want.
