The Secret Inside of Me

The night when we was so caught in the passion we didn't care. We created a child, in the midst of our love affair.

I knew about the creation for 1mth and 10 days. But from you I kept this secret, afraid of your unknown ways.

I took 3 tests to make sure I knew. While this whole time you thought it was the flu.

Then I gift came to me in the night. A curse most women wish we could fight.

But this particular day I was happy the for this situation we call a curse. Because it stop the process of having to go through child-birth.

After the Dr. told me my secret was gone. I decided to let you in on what had been going on.

Your face had shocked me, your were speechless and had nothing to say. You shook your head and walked away.

When you finally spoke you asked why I told you about my secret so late. I responded I didn't know, my heart told me to wait.

I told you it was OK, cause I had miscarried. But than I told you the devastating news that no more children I could carry.

I waited to long to go to the Dr. after the miscarriage. And my inside were damaged.

You gave me a gentle hug cause you could see the pain in my eyes. you held me and told me we were going to be alright.

We speak about children cause we often forget. But a miracle may occur and we might be able to have little Antoinette.