Suffocating

I'm suffocating.
i cant breath.
it seems like a plastic bag has
been place around my head.
somebody help.
help me please,
help me to get over this
pain and agonizing torture
i need to break free,
free from it all.
but something keeps me holding on,
why? why cant i leave?
what makes me stay?
am i too much in love or
to scared to be alone?
not knowing the true answer,
and too scared to find out.
©Amber Gomez