I feel as if everything has went down hill from what it was since someone broke up with me.
I feel as if no one cares anymore because all they are doing is hurting me.
Why are they doing this to me?
I know why it is because they hate me and didn't ever love me in the first place.
I wish you guys would just stop but you won't which is bullshit and you guys know this already .
But you must like seeing me cry and make me want to kill myself .
Because all you guys do is keep it up after you find out that it hurts me.
I hate you guys right now and you guys all know why.
I bet you guys have no freaking clue why I do the thing I do because if you did you would just stop what you are doing.
I wish you guys would just stop but I know you guys won't because you like seeing me hurt.
This is all bullshit and you guys know it.
You should spend one day in my shoes I bet you wouldn't even last a mintue.
You guys think my is easy but it isn't.
Especially with the things that are going on with you guys.
I feel as if none of you guys would care if I went and jumped off a bridge.
Because when I come to you for so help you guys just push me to the side.
One of this days I am going to do what I just say I am going to do and you aren't going to be there for even though you said you would.
I wish you guys knew how you made me feel when you do the stupid shit that you do to me.
But you guys will never find out and that is probably a good thing.
Because you guys wouldn't even care if I told you and that is why I keep it to myself.
I want to tell you guys but it wouldn't matter to you so I just tell myself to keep to myself .
Because you wouldn't care and I know that for a fact.
All you guys do is hurt me and you know it hurts me but you keep it up.
If you just knew what it was making me feel like doing you probably would stop.
But I know it wouldn't because you would just keep it up and everything.
