Dead

What is going on in this head of mine
Why does it always rain
Never letting the sun shine

Pulling me apart bit by bit
Dragging me further
Down this deep dark pit

My heart aches from all this pain
My eyes sting from the tears
That are falling once again

Why can’t I understand
Why I keep holding
This blade in my hand

I keep wondering what would be
If I keep living with this life
Of constant misery

Wanting to runaway, escape from it all
Trying to save myself
Before my last fall

Wanting to be happy in this life
Live with my angel
Free from the knife

Will I ever succeed?
Or will I lose everything
For the need to bleed?