Twisting Life

Dear Diary
Today I met a guy
I think I love him, no lie
He is so nice to me
We were meant to be

Tomorrow we are going to take a walk
As we think of a way to talk
I hope everything goes okay
Since this is only the second day

Dear Diary
Everything went great
We talked over lunch as we ate
I feel like he is the one
My life is complete, it's done

But I won't let him go
I love him so
Tomorrow is another day
Well, I have nothing else to say

Dear Diary
My love came over today
He barley had anything to say
Today I didn't feel as loved
I didn't feel like his lovely dove

I hope he still loves me
Without him, I couldn't be
Well, it's time for bed
I must rest my head

Dear Diary
We are growing apart
This is to much for my heart
He just doesn't care anymore
I went over and he slammed the door

I can't take this
I'm longing for his gentle kiss
I will keep him with me
No matter how he turns the key

So, diary, please help us
I know I shouldn't be making this fuss
But I feel I must have taken the wrong turn
Please stop this painful burn

Dear Diary
It's over as of today
How come I never get me way?
This is not how life is suppose to be
Why is this dreaded curse, always on me?

I don't know what to do anymore
I no longer wonder beyond my door
I know that he doesn't care
This life is so unfair

Dear Diary
My life I can no longer live
I feel that's all I have to give
So, tonight is the night
That I lose this fight

Help me forget this horrid thought
This battle will not be fought
So this is all that's left to read
To much blood to bleed...