Behind the cystal eyes

Tell mummy this was for the best,
tell my sister that i didn't mean what i said,
tell My friends that it went on for so long,
tell them all i didn't match this song,
Tell my friends that they were the best,
that they were here when i needed a rest,
Tell them all this mistake,
how i was the one who got hit with a crate,
this has gone on for too long,
now it seems I'm the one who was wrong,
no one really knows of what went on behind these crystal eyes,
My tears are pouring down
My smile, has always been a frown.
Tonight.......,
could possibly the night.
I will give up, and take away my life,
tell everyone the truth,
about what went on,
in this very place i called home.