Come back to me

I wait for you speak again as u lay there silent.
what they said in the news seems way to violent.
my dear best friend your gone, its been 2 years today.
What would have ever happened if i would have stayed.
My pain brings me down, to fall again once more.
I feel this empty feeling again, of this i do not adore.
I'm wailing my tears for you to catch as i sit from light.
Seeing you in my dreams has made me have such horrible fright.
i hope that its all a lie, that you'll come back to me.
but when you've been waiting so long how could that really be?