Death (help me)

Two years have passed
and i still cut,
my overdosing
will never stop

one of these days
i wish to pass
and never return
to this messy past

this day has come
when i slit my wrist
a lil too much,
and all the pills
go in my mouth

i think to myself
is this right or wrong,
do i keep living this nightmare,
or do i end it now

i close my eyes
and cry to sleep
with my wrist still bleeding
and the pills in my mouth

i swallow da pills
and i pray to God
\\\"God plz end my life\\\"

the next day i don\\\'t wake up
and now I\\\'m all gone
with no pain or misery
to suffer from.

*plz comment...ppllzzz*