I told you I thought this would be easy
that letting go would nothing
but that was before all this happened
before I know you were the one.
Every word that I have ever said
every happy tear that I have ever cried
has been real and true
but most of all from the bottom of my heart.
I know I promised Id be strong
that I wouldnt cry because of you anymore
but that promise was hard to keep
especially now that your not here.
Sorry that I couldnt keep that promise
and that my fingers were crossed
but in this last year and a half I have realized something
no matter how hard I try I will never let go.
My love echos out in every word
and yes every night I prey for you to come home
not because I dont want you to have your dream
but because I really do love you.
Im sorry that these words might not make since
and Im sorry I cant lose you
but there is a new promise I will make to you and keep
you will always in my thoughts of our future.
