I let you down

I didn't know
how much trouble I caused
I didn't want to show
the pain that you gave me

I tried to let go
I tried to forget
now I just want you to know
that I am sorry

When you said that to me
it wouldn't
leave me
it stuck there

I thought you knew me like a sister
but I guess just because
we are from a different mister
that changes everything

One day
I hoped to look upon this moment
and say
"Do you rremember that??"

But I guess not.
After all the
things you taught
me, it must be all gone...