Never Understandable Girl.

Through these eyes,
Can you see that I'm hurting,
Can you tell I cry myself to sleep at night?
Behind this smile is a girl you'll never understand.

I'm losing me, and I'm losing hope,
I'm tired of hiding behind this disguise,
Will anyone hear the silent screams,
And tell me what to do?

I'm scared more than you think you know,
Right now all I feel is pain,
I silently cry in my room tonight,
And wish it would go away.

All I can do is watch myself bleed,
And wonder why Iâ??m still here,
I'm so close to pulling the plug,
And end it all here.

I can't forget the memories,
They just won't go away,
The pain I can no longer hide,
Till this very day.

It has been so many days,
And I've tried to hold on,
But it's harder than it seems,
To hold on when there's no reason to.

Even though I act as if everything is perfect,
And smile without a care in the world,
Deep inside I am dying,
And nobody knows, but me.