Cassi we miss you

You were always their with a smile on your face

you loved to be on top and make people think you were filled with grace

but one night at Jason\\\'s you told Ashleigh the truth

you told her that Jason was cheating on her and thats what started to kill you

i was really pissed off because you were both my friends

i admit i said things i shouldn\\\'t have said

Jason blames himself too because he yelled at you

but I\\\'m really sorry i didn\\\'t mean to hurt you

When Jason told me you died my heart dropped inside

it was the Saturday just the day i loved

you died on my birthday

what a great day for me to remember the pain i caused you that day

Cassi please why did u do this i miss you so much and I\\\'m really sorry

Jason always yells at me because he said I\\\'m just like you

he said it wasn\\\'t bad but hes scared hes gonna loose me too

the day of the funeral was to much for me too bare

i ended up screaming with cuts i don\\\'t even care

i really want to die but Jason makes it hard

every time i talk to him he starts to die

I don\\\'t no what to do now that you\\\'re gone

i blame your death because of me

when i ran into the bathroom i started crying and couldn\\\'t even see

i got their too late you were almost gone and with your last gasping breath you said that u were sorry

that was the end that was your life u died at 16 and its costing me my life

Jason is scared that I\\\'m a younger version of you he tells me I\\\'m the same but just 2 years younger

man what id give to be 6 feet under

but rest assure i will be with you soon

i no you weren\\\'t suppose to end it

it was suppose to be just another night

you didn\\\'t mean to kill yourself

but you did and its causing us our lives

i don\\\'t want Jason to be worried but i cant make him stop

he said until i get rid of all my razors he wont stop

i cant stop cutting and since you\\\'ve died their getting worse

i wish you were still here but your not i must be cursed

so if you cannot come back then i will come to you

just remember one thing we love you

This is for Cassi it doesn\\\'t really rhyme but I\\\'m really upset because she slit her wrists at my house and died in my bathtub and i found her almost dead but it was too late to do anything she died on my birthday so i no i will never forget her and she wasn\\\'t suppose to die it was just suppose to be another cutting night but she ended up dying and i found her and then she passed out and then their was nothing left that i could do I\\\'m sorry Cassi me and Jason miss you so much and if Jason gives me back my blades ill be with you soon i promise xoxoxox