My Dearest Friend

Why do you do this
Why do you try
Why do you tell your self
That you want to die
Why does this happen
Why should I care
I guess its because I know
No matter what
You've always been there
I have to help you
I know I must try
But my dearist friend
What if you die
Would it be my fault
If I backed out right now
But then how could I live
As you rest in the ground
Now put your head on your pillow
And let my tears sing you to sleep
Because without you my friend
I will always weep
I feel my eyes heavy
I feel my heart torn
Because if I help you my friend
It is I you will scorn
So my dearest friend
Please help me decide
How I should help you
So you wont continue dieing inside