Desertion.

I just left them all.
And now I face the return,
I'm so scared...

I fear I hurt her,
Like she did me.
I never want anyone to feel that.

What am I facing?
What am I going to have to deal with?
What happened to everyone I haven't spoken to?

It's time to face reality,
And I'm not quite sure what I'm going to do,
When it all falls back onto me...