I will always love u. no matter wat happens. u were my first love. the guy i would die for. u were my obessession my everything. i been liking u for more than 4 years now. u have most of the things i look for in a guy. u were my dream. but u dumped me. u hurted me like no one else had. n still i loved u n had hope that u at least care about me that u at least missed me a lil. but nothing happened. u know i had hope that u would like me again. i wanted to make u love me again. but i noticed that it wont ever happened. that u moved on. i dont know if u ever did love me or not. but it wont matter. u are my past. the best past i had. n i know u wont be forgotten. n i know i will always feel something for u. b-cuz my love for u was so strong. but this summer. after we went to the movies. i realize n the more i did the more u hurted me w/ out u knowing. but i learned that i cant have u so i want to just be ur friend i love u like my own blood like a brother. i have learned to contorl my feelings n leave the past be the past n move on. to open my eyes to others, to like other ppl n i have...n slowing it been working. i dont think about u 24/7 i dont die to im u everytime ur on. i dont try to be someone i am not. i try to be myself now to not be shy. n all i want is to be ur friend. ur good friend. to be like a lil sis. like those girls u care so much about like those girls u hug n think they soo cool.i wanna be ur friend forever. to never lose contact. n for u to trust me.
n know that i could help u. n maybe i still have feelings for u hidden inside but for now i think i am getting over u.
