I spy from a distance

I spy from a distance

With fear and falling tears.

Until you have vanished away

I recall the moments we were lovers

When we were so close but yet so unreachable

Now strangers we have become.

I stare into the moon and hallucinations of you appear

I dry my tears but yet tomorrow Ill drop them again

From a distance wishing you would scream one word for the unknown.

Wishing you would notice me

Instead All I received is hatred or even better nothing

as if I had transformed into a ghost.

A ghost who spy from the distance

With a broken heart and a lost soul

Walking under the moon by the wild waves

Until I realize I am so lonely

As I find my tears becoming part of the waves

Within the darkness of my own fear I hear a whisper

Forming the sounds of your own name

Since then I had comprehend your not just a person

Youre my life that is slowing ending.

And suddenly I feel I want to be washed away

Within the waves that knows all my deepest secrets.

Before my life becomes destroyed

Ill love to leave a memory Ill never forget.

A memory so deep that will be known forever.

A scar that is never healed or erased.

By. Melissa. S (me)