I don't even know where to start
I have so many things to say
I'm just going to write what I feel in my heart
And hope I don't leave you in dismay
You are the most amazing person I have ever met
Really, my inspiration
Those nights we spent together, Ill never forget
It was the source of my motivation
You've just been through alot
I mean, sexually abused?
I think you pretended like you forgot
Leaving you sad and confused
But I knew you were depressed
We're teens thats what we do
It turned out to be worse than I'd guessed
And I knew that I had to help you
As time went by you got worse worse
There was nothing I could do anymore
"She doesn't want to speak to anyone" said the nurse
And thats when my eyes started to pour
I don't blame you for what you did to yourself
I still think of you everyday
As I reach for the knife on my shelf
I realize your fading away
You wouldn't want me to do this to my life
Even though you did the same thing
It was then I heard your voice saying "put down the knife"
So I did, even with the sting
Your part of me, a piece of my heart
You'll always be there when I need to get through
Our friendship is too strong, we'll never part
What would I do without you?