I toss and I turn while I lay in my bed,
As I picture us together in my head.
I cherish the dream that I have about you,
But I know that dream will never come true.
It just feels like a burden on my chest,
Because my heart beats for you, as it never takes a rest.
I cant stand the fact that Im living on a dream,
I hate it cuz love never comes for me it seems.
I want to rip my face off and burn my clothes,
Escape from this life, run out the window.
Run down the street as fast as I can,
Stop in the road as I see a dark van.
A million thoughts pour through my head,
But why should I think, I want to be dead.
No one could understand that was what I feared,
I wonder if youd care if I just disappeared.
Suddenly I feel a very sharp pain,
I see light shine through a small window pane.
I hear someone praying for me to just wake up,
Its you, with tears in your eyes, crying away your make-up.
You tell me you love me and that you always will,
I smiled back at you, then glanced towards the window sill.
Filled with cards and flowers full of love,
This was a miracle god sent from above.
I toss and I turn while I lay in my bed,
As I picture us together in my head.
I cherish the dream that I have about you,
But I know that dream will never come true.
