For Rain

After being thrown
Into a heartless cold fire
I knew it was wrong,
Something evil would desire

I thought my doing was good
But in the end, it just turned gray
As gray as stormy weather
Like the weather that hopeless day

I wanted to hold on to you
But I couldn't keep my grip
I tired my best to save you
But all I did was slip

And now, since you're gone
My life will never be the same
Because guilt consumes my life,
Leaving me in an endless puddle of shame

But light encloses me
In the dark corner of shadow
So there's no way to go
There's no love to follow

He tries to help me let go
Though it's not always on his mind
I pray for this evil to go away
I pray for God to give me time

When his arms hold me
There aren't and words to be spoken
Because I made a mistake
And now my life is broken