I want to scream.
But there is no one to hear me.
They can be there for a moment.
But they leave after that without realizing,
That something is wrong with me.
I'm alone again with not very much friends.
At the beginning I didn't feel like having friends.
And things were okay and a couple of years ago,
I met my friends and Best friends but when I got
Used to the situation problems began.
Problems, distrust are
Things that I brought forth to my Best friends.
My friends are there but they are like they aren't.
Also when I need my best friends, they aren't there.
And most of the times they realize that I'm not fine,
After the problem already happened.
I've always tried to keep my friends close.
Although I've done bad things that I regret.
But something I'm sure is,
That I don't want to lose my best friends.
----uhm, I'm not creative now. I'm afraid I cannot write like before. I don't like this one.----
