Would it really help if I told you my all?

Nothing is easy anymore,
Not since I was forced to live like this,
It is nothing more than pain, you say,
But this pain is ripping me apart,
Yet this pain is all I have that didn't die,

Why the hell did this all turn out this way?
Who turned off the lights when I looked away?

I just want to be alone,
Everybody else just has something to say,
But I can't even begin to explain my pain,
'Cause it's easy for you to judge my pain,
Yeah easy when you're on the outside,

Why do you think any of this is easy to "fix"?
When will any of you see that it's not for attention?

It's no use crying out anymore,
You don't listen, you don't know what its like,
I've been balancing on this edge for too long,
I don't think I can find the strength for it anymore,
Too much has happened, too much mistakes,

When will you realize see that I can't see the way out?
You won't, you only care about your ego,
When will you believe that I'm not faking it?
You must have seen me dying off slowly,

So tell me, would it really help if I told you my all?