Shattered Inside.

Why did you leave me?
Where have you gone...

My skin bleeds for you here,
I feel so alone...

Every second is a battle,
All the while i wish i'm dead,

So i don't have to feel this hurt,
I will feel empty instead.

My shell may be smiling,
But inside i'm crying.

Outside tears fail to fall,
Inside they go on, and on.

But even if my eyes may glisten,
I struggle with my body not to listen...

I'm scared if i start,
I will never end,
My broken mind will never mend.

But if a tear falls from my face,
Will i have courage
To finish this race?