My final moments

Though we dont talk anymore
I think about you all the time,
I think about my love for you
and how i wish you were still mine.
I think about the moments we've spent
the kisses that we've shared,
The moments thats we talked on the phone
and how i wish you were still there.
I think of all my pain
in my heart and on my wrists,
tears fill up in my eyes
cant believe it had to come to this.
I think of your smile
I think of your laughter,
I think of how when i die
I'll forever look after.
so as i drop the knife
I try to look around,
but as i turn my head
my body hits the ground.
then i saw your picture
so i picked it up in my hand,
but the only question i could think of
is why couldnt you understand.
all this time you meant so much to me
but you never knew,
all this time i cared
all this time i loved you.
so as my life came to and end
and we were apart,
I thought about you forever and you were always in my heart.