Why?

We had the greatest relationship that I could ever dream of. We did everything together. Then that one day that I regret had to come. At first I was ok with all of it.Then you got a girlfriend after a week. I was so depressed that you got over me that fast.Sothen I got the pain of not being with you. I told you I liked you again. We gave our relationship another try. It didn\'t work out. You got another girlfriend and I got my boyfriend. I knew for sure I was over you. Guess I was wrong. When you broke up with your girl, I was so relieved. I told you i liked you again but i didn\'t want to end it with my boyfriend. I was just about to tell you I was gonna break up with my bf for you, but then you told me you asked out this girl. My heart sank. I iknew now i wouldn\'t have a chance with you. Why did you do this to me?