Desires

So near yet so far,
So close yet so open;
Am i going to acquire it?
Wonder what would've happen.

Sometimes it seem so close,
When hope seems so damn high;
And then it never happens,
Then everything ends with a lie.

Sometimes it's so damn far,
And everything is so unwanted;
That's when something surprises,
And then it gets so excited.

But all this feeling seems so nothing,
Cause it's not in my hands;
It's all a torture to wait,
So all i can do is to be a man...