Anything

Love
I'm falling deeper and deeper
I'm shaking in anxiety
My heart has long since melted away
I'm so confused
I'm so afraid
I don't know if I'm alone
I don't know if you tear me apart
Or pick up my pieces

Am I anyone to you?
Do you enjoy ripping my heart?
You know I would do anything for you
But that doesn't mean I mean anything to you

Despair
I can't tell if these are tears
Of joy or sadness
But I feel so empty
It has to be depression
Do you really love me?
Or just say it to make me go away?
Did you kiss me
Just to make me go away?

Am I anyone?
Why does it hurt?
I have to be somebody
to feel
But you know I would do anything for you
Even if an am no one, nothing to you