A Perminant Solution

With every tear of sadness i cry
i get i little closer until i die.
And with every tear
this fear within starts to disappear.
For when i die, the tears will finally cease
and at last i will have eternal peace.
In a world of hurt, distress and disappointment
death seems to be the only ointment.
deceit and lies intoxicate the air like pollution
until one simply sees death as the only solution.
Thoughts of death bring my only hope
living in this world is too much, i cannot cope.
But as i pick up the knife i try not to cry
but at last its time to say goodbye.