I said I\\\'ll wait for u but I\\\'m tired of waiting cause all you do is drugs smoke drink and have sex u told me u wouldn\\\'t do that y did I believe u y did i believe a guy i never met omg you wasn\\\'t 16 was u you ain\\\'t no Christian so i couldn\\\'t date u anyways I\\\'m not perfect i don\\\'t go to church every Sunday or every Wednesday i don\\\'t always think of god i don\\\'t always read the bible and i don\\\'t always pray i don\\\'t always remember that everyday god can see me i ain\\\'t perfect if i was perfect then i wouldn\\\'t think about killing myself or even killing my ex i wouldn\\\'t cuss and i wouldn\\\'t ever screw up
