I still love you

No one understands this pain
u don\'t know how fast I\'m going insane
I\'m nothing people want me to be
why can\'t they just take me for me
but now I\'m gonna change
Cause my boyfriend left me and I\'m the one to blame
i don\'t want to deal with this sorrow
it hurts so bad i wish i had no tomorrow
my friends look at me and think I\'m OK
but the truth is i still don\'t wanna stay
no one will ever get it
my life is just full of bullshit
because of u i just can\'t stand any guy
and everyone wanders why i want to die
my family sits there and call me lazy
but they don\'t know how close i am to being crazy
no one can understand the pain I\'m going through
i still love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!