I am tired of being confused
Why does life have to suck so much
I hate being confused
Everything was going so well
Then July came
And things went the other way
The best thing that I thought had ever happened to me
Was turning on me
And not in a good way
You have been gone tons
When you are home
We barely talk at all
I am confused about what happened to us
Why our friendship has kind of fallen apart
You have changed while you were away
And moved away from me too
I thought we could have something special
From the moment I met you I thought that
But you were involved with someone else
I should have known
Not to get so involved and attached
But I did
Stupid me
So here we are
I am here confused
And you are off traveling again
Having fun
And I am stuck here working
Confusion fills my mind
And no one to talk to it about
People do not care
And it saddens me
I will be alright
Eventually
Just give me some time
It is just a phase
And I am dwelling on it
It is time for me to move on
And in a month I can
Promise me we will still be friends
Even though we can not be together
I do not want to lose you
I care for you more than you will ever know
But you do not realize it
I do not know if you realize what you are passing up
I do, and I do not want you to pass it up
I want a chance for there to be an "us"
But I think that you may have given up on that already
