Feeling low

Feeling low

Why is it I feel like this now?
I feel alone in a room with my family like I just do not wont to be seen
Its like I wont to run and hide but have no escape

Why is it I feel like this now?
The silence that fell with in me burns at my lips
I speak the word I mean to say but they never get heard
This silence is killing me but my body has no will to speak

Why is it I feel like this now?
I have seen the darkness but what is this I feel now
This is not what it use to be its like I have no happiness with in me
Nor the ability to smile

Why is it I feel like this now?
I have no urge to cry no urge for comfort anymore
All I wont is to be on my own in the darkness
WHY!!!