I forgive you

I forgive you

You took away my pride
You took away my dignity
You took away everything that mattered

Why did you hurt me?
Why did you do it again after I asked you not to!
I ask you this as it has confused me
I donâ??t know what to do anymore.

To my friends and family I seem the same
But deep down Iâ??m hurting more than you can imagine
You destroyed my life in an instant
I hope it was worth something to you

I pretend everything is alright
It helps me deal with everything
I know itâ??ll catch up but right now I donâ??t have the energy
Itâ??s in my mind more than you care to know

BUT

I will do something that not many people can do
Itâ??s very hard for me but it the only way
To make things easier for me
I will forgive you because God forgave you

I hope that someday youâ??ll admit your mistake
I hope you realize that what you did was wrong
I forgive you no-matter how much it hurts
I regret the day I met you

Itâ??s over now
Iâ??m stronger than you think
The pain is slowly going and soon itâ??ll be gone