Cheating

I was once something, now I am nothing.
I was once someone when I had you.
With you, I had somethingâ?¦
And with you I was so untrue.

For once I understand the pain I caused.
For once I see into your soul,
And for that moment I paused.
I looked into my soul to find only a hole.

And for once I cried real tears,
And I felt pain beyond conception.
For once I felt so many fears,
As I fell into my own perception.

You see, I love you so,
And after all..
I want you to know..
How deep in love I am.

I have a plan,
To never let you go.
And to be the best girlfriend I can beâ?¦
Just being me.