I really dont know what to do
because i cannot survive without seeing u for a long time
and im serious about that
soon im just going to give up
and just end this pain and sorrow of misery and depression
I know im going to do it
Maybe in 2 months maybe in 2 weeks maybe in 2 days or even maybe in 2 seconds
I JUST CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE
The pain really hurts
and its not only mental pain
its also physical pain
My heart hurts alot
feels like i dont even have to end my life... myself
maybe my heart will just give up on me
If i dont see your soon
you wont ever see me again
and im really sorry about that
its not your fault
its all my fault
Its my fault for beign soooo close to you
its my fault for loving you soo damn much
its my fault for having you to be the only one i love
its my fault for making you my ~1~ and we never even went out
Your just the one i always wanted to be with
your just the one i wanted to marry
your just the one i want to have my kids with
your just the one i want to spend the rest of my life with
and your just the one i want to die with
But i guess none of those things are going to happen at all
At the moment..RIGHT NOW
I feel the pain
its a weird mental pain though
its like theres a tingling in my whole body
its like theres a something in my head jsut telling me to give up
its like im breathing very hard
My heart right now its like Empty
it feels like no blood is pumping in and out of it
It FEELS LIKE IM ALREADY DEAD!
Just have to say im soo sorry for doing this
only if u knew the pain im going through..
I Love you
and when im gone
i want you to know i will still always be there for you
when you need me
i will still love you
just talk to me
and i\'ll find a way to answer you back
I\'ll make sure the one that i love is still safe and happy
without me
.......Missing You Just Hurts soo much...more then you think....
As im writing this im tearing
those tears are all for you
each tear represents all my love for you
