They say,
Love lasts forever,
Never let it go,
Never be afraid to tell the truth,
Even if the one you really love is your best friend.
But I can�t anymore,
I�m tired,
I�m tired of waiting,
And waiting,
And waiting,
I waited once before,
But I waited too damn long.
Then it all messed up for me.
So I waited again,
And at the moment I�m still waiting .
But I can�t anymore,
Cause if do,
The same thing is going to happen to me again.
So I have to let it go.
She�s not mine,
And the person who has her is lucky;
Lucky to have my ~1~.
And I respect that person.
Because now he�s advantageous,
He has what I wanted for 2 years.
So I�m going to stop,
Stop for good this time,
As I had many attempts to do it before,
I couldn�t because I just loved her too coulduch.
But now there is still a dilemma.
I�m going to have to wait again,
Wait for that special someone,
A new ~1~.
Hopefully while I�m waiting,
I don�t mess up again.
And if I do,
I should know how to get back to my feet easier this time.
And if I do find a new ~1~,
I would still have feelings for my old ~1~,
But not as much as I did before,
Cause if I do,
Love will make me another puzzle to solve.
A puzzle so hard it will require patients,
Patients in meaning to �Waiting�,
And I don�t want to do that again.
By the time I put the puzzle together,
I will have nothing anymore.
And having nothing left anymore; means,
Having nothing to do with love
And having nothing to do with love; means,
Nothing more to life
And having nothing more to life; means,
No point of living
And having no point of living; mean,
There�s no point of me writing this.