The Changes In Love

You were always so perfect to me,
so soft and gentle,
cherishing you instantly,
without a second glance,
I never distrusted those eyes,
that lied to me continuously,
I promised you I'd always try,
but slowly I am losing you.

I would always have given you anything,
just to keep your interest,
stopping my heart from remembering,
all the pain you caused,
I never pulled away from that kiss,
that held a painful hint of truth,
Maybe you'd be too hard to miss,
so I always said I was still in love with you.

I wanted more than just the love,
that you found in me.
You said loved me the other day
and once you said it i just couldn't believe it anymore
so I teared myself to sleep,
knowing the deep times we shared together must end.
you couldn't just never knew how much love i had for you
and at this moment and the future ahead you still will never know

But eventually, my love,
love fades, too,
and I can't make love and walk away,
pretending I don't love you.
Never once did I push you away,
but everything comes to an end and change.
That the time is now...to change

I Cant just wait forever and ever and ever,
the clocks ticking closer and closer to my death,
I'm not wasting my time I'm just letting it fade.
All the love that i have for you must be shared,
with someone else who wants it or needs it, to.

And maybe that person will realize how much i love them
and when they do they'll be surprised like i am sometimes,
thinking about how much love i have for you and how it will never end.
My love just has to change or it will just be fading more and more as it is now for you.
This happen twice already (my love fading for you) but twice you were strong enough to bring it all back somehow.
But, this time it's not going to be that easy,
so theres really no point in trying.
But, if you somehow do bring it all back ..LOL..
i wouldn't even know what to say to you.

But my love for you will never end,
it's just changing..thats the important part.....
My love is not ENDING for you its just CHANGING a bit,
thats all, nothing sooo big...
Our friendship is strong as it is and thats one thing i will never END,
because if it does end..then so would I.

There's a big future ahead of us,
and i will always and forever take care of you when you need me,
and i will always give you my friendship if you need it,
and i will always try my hardest to make you feel better when your feeling down.

You are and you will always be,
my first REAL true love.
I think i will never love someone as much as i loved you.
you will always be the one i would want to spend the rest of my life with,
and i will always still pray,hope,and dream,that my one wish and only wish will one day come true,
to spend the rest of my life with you.

But now my love is just going to be shared;
hey lol it cant all be for you :),
even though thats what i want but i just can't love you more deeper than i want to,
because your in a relationship already,
and if i was and i am to love you more deeper as i want to,
nothing will ever change because theres nothing to change.
Because all i ever wanted and needed... is for you to be all mine and for me to be all yours

I will always though still have that love for you,
somewhere in this fading heart of mine.
You really just need to know nothing is ending just time for a change

This will probably be the last time you will hear these 3 words and 8 letters with one meaning

I LOVE YOU..............Always and Forever........