Bitter Pill

I just suck on a bitter little pill
to try and go to sleep,
to get you out of my head
so i can just forget.

Tonight i stopped believing in love
i stopped wondering what it means,
i stopped my eyes from going to sleep
because i was holding onto you deep.

Trying to cover up the damage
from my past.
trying to tend to my bruises to fast
so people wouldn't ask,
does your pain act like a mask?'

My head sinks into the pillow
i try but i cannot go to sleep.
you're running around in my head
and all the words you said.

I'd do anything to feel your skin.
I want your heart to belong to mine.
Don't cast your true feelings aside
because i cannot out mine behind.

You visit me in my sleep every night
every time i turn out the light.
i want you in my sight
but most of all i want you in my life.