The blade,my blood

As the blood pumps through
my cold blue veins
my life from now on
will never be the same
I place the blade
upon my skin
as I see your face
over and over again
I feel the force
of the blades touch
and now i know why
I miss you so much
Blood drips down
my pale whit arm
No more pain
From this day on
Just a little pain
one single touch
of the blade
in which i love so much