Hate is a strong feeling the more you hate the less you heal.
You hate him for what he did.
Because you were just a kid.
Everyday you want to die.
And it gets worse when they look into your eyes.
You hate yourself for putting your heart out there.
Because you acted like you just didn't care.
For that you got hurt.
And he made you feel like dirt.
He violated you but when you tried to sue.
He got off because he lied.
Then you cried.
You swore you wouldn't fall for it a second time.
Because what he did was a crime. When he got off with nothing you felt the hate welling up inside.
You needed somewhere to hide.
And you needed to decide if you were worthy of yourself.
When you said no.
You just let go.
Hate is what you lived with and hate is what you left with.
