I fell sorry for you

I cared and i tough that u did too. u lied, u pretended to care u told me all those pick up lines that i loved to hear. i was blind in believing them. how stupid was i. i cant believe that i could have ever dreamed that you would be mine. what we had was special at a time and not its just a bunch of ****. you were my world my life you were my everything. when you were mad so was i, when u were SAD so was i. when u would call i would be there when i would call who knows where you would be at. i loved you, i loved you so much that i even tried to kill myself for you i lost someone so close to me for you. i tought that would of meant something to you. at a time you showed me what a true friend was all about, but then after you got what u wanted you showed your true self. when i saw who u really were i tried to ignore it. and pretend nothing was wrong. until you past the limit. now i fell sorry for you i admit it sometimes i might miss you. and think how much i would love to be with you but then i realize its not worth it. you choose someone else, my closes friend. hope you have the worst est luck in the world. both of you because she knew what was going on many people told her she just pretended not to hear. you both deserve to go to h**l especially you. she didn't hurt me as much, i am the one who betrayed her by messing around with you. now i regret it. but too late i lost her friendship anyways. i just hoped that someday she opens up her eyes and realizes what type of guy shes with. as for you **** Ur self *** in **** and i hope that someday you pay for everything pain that you have caused me and everyone else.