After my daddy i didnt think that no one else could hurt me, and i was wrong, i was happy for a while, i felt as if i was finally living a normal life, and then he appeared into my life my friends boyfriend, when i started liking him they wernt going out yet i had told her my feelings for him but that was when i dint know her yet... she said she would talk to him for me, i would see her talking to him but it looked more like flirting then talking i got upset but i didn't say anything. i never tough that they would end up together. later on she told me her felling for him, i guess she had forgot about mine, i said nothing anyways i was use to people hurting me i talked to him for her i hooked them up but i only tough that he was cute then. later on as timed past i had forgot about him we would still talk but only argue i actually started to hate him, and then suddenly one day after school in the buss we were talking fine we would write letter to each other he asked me for my number i gave it to him we because best friends he was the first guy i ever trusted after what my dad and cousins and uncles had done to me i have never let another guy get close to me like that. i believe in him but then i fell in love with him he found out and took advantage of that. he told me if i wanted to have sex i said no because i was afraid of a guy touching me and since i was blinded by love he convinced me and when he got what he wasted he changed i tried to ignore it but it was hard. i loved him i gave it all to him he was my first everything. we betrayed her for 2 years and now me and him are apart its better that way i was tired of crying ever day, he has hurt me enough i don't need no more he only used me. i was a toy to him and as of now i am still recovering trough what he did to me he knew about what my dad and etc.. had done to me he showed me that he cared he pretended to and wow he was a good actor.... and then he does the same thing to me too. he promised never to hurt me. he gave me his word he said he would never leave me i was dumb in believing that would be true... i guess in a way i knew they were lies i just made myself believe in them...
