Pursuading Yourself

I will tell you this,
ve done this long enough
I\'m able to conclude, but to bring this upon me again is hard
I ask you this

Do you know what its like
to look in the mirror and cry because of what you seeI\'
to laugh at what is terminated
to take a knife and try to decide where it should penetrate
to decide whether today was the day

Do you know what it\'s like
to lie on the ground trying to contain youself
to pursuade yourself what it\'s really worth
to hate yourself
to beat yourself
to be like this all the time

Do you know what its like to find reality
to take everything back
to say sorry
and do you understand what this all means?

To me love was the only thing
but take a look
This is where it brings you