Pills

I overdosed on pills before.
and just for fun,
i took some more

but you didn't notice
you weren't scared
nobody cried
not one person cared

so i still do it
because you see
it really sucks being me.

all the laughter and burning whispers and snares.
all the torment and sin through the halls and the stairs

it all haunts me.
i cant take it anymore
its only a matter of time
before i hit the floor