Why can't I just leave
i just don't want to believe
that this pain is real
this pain that i feel
this is what my life is
why does it have to be liek this
why do i ahve to feel like i do
why do i have to love you
i have gone through so much
so much pain so much strife
i want to end my life
to end my pain
cause i just cannot explain
i wear the pain on my body through cuts and scars
to wear this pain on my body tells what words cannot explain
what people don't understand
they never will and never can
these things that haunt me
will never let me be
the images of my dad
hurt me so bad
the way you would throw me
hit me and abuse me
just never wants to let me be
so i just wanted to let everyone know
i am not okay
